This week has been interesting. The people connecting up at the moment have been really quite mad. 

Sometimes I wake up and think its not about me anymore. Its about the children. I have to train them up, train them to be heroes of reality. Strong and intelectual. I write so much and look back on my notes and think. What am I doing? Why am I doing what i am doing? 

I caught myself playing the fool again. Trying to disguise the inner me. How foolish is that. I no longer want to be a something. mapping out my brain has occured. Its simple. 

I have me senses the plug into the "sense analyser" that is based on the "has this happened before" chip that inturn is govened by the "is this dangerous process" if it is then the "Programmable Autoaction response" system cuts in that links to the body, memory and emotional centres. The daily "routine" organiser reels of endless lists of things to do people to meet. This is counterbalanced by the "rebel against the system" mentality that got hardcoded when I was a teen. This often caused procrastination. eeek new realisation chip has just recorded and sent a message to the "find solution" department that whirs away in the background piling up onto "to do"tray. The "universal subject changer"  moon walks into an unlit street and does a "billy jean". I look around and hope no one really sees what I am doing. Just surfing the internet my son!. The collective force of the universe in keeping my physical body together glueing it consciously for my perception. 

How can this go on? really I breath in astral light asking the universe to bless me with the ability to empower my body with a divine source of life. converting the negative self projected reality into a positive radiant glow of sight. Into the night the imagary takes flight. I focus on the images that were once forced upon by my creative desires and say to them where are you coming from. The act of focusing on them have revealed a complex web of undelt with situations that have engrained themselves in to my cell structure. One by one the image disappear they never end. Its like a journey into the past. Sometimes I find gateways that I am not permitted to pass. Why has the world become so fearful of the real reality. Why have we cast ourselves into an illusion so strong that the very foods that we eat send us to sleep and make us have feet that are clothed with silk and dreams of designer stardom. Why have we spent so long bitching about the price of thing when the art of buying in bulk and distributing to friends and family has been lost to the "it won't work", "it can't work". Im ordering my shopping from the net. At least I know its edible not like that farm stuff that lets there chickens run around those dirty fields. Oh just one more bar of  additives please, oh darling I checked to see if it had any of that "real stuff" but luckily I was safe 100% pure additives. My arguement is that everything is technically an additive. As for E numbers I think they should receive the nobel piece prize for allowing our food to have a shelf life of a hundred years. In the old days they used  to have salt and honey to preserve our foods. Can you imagine buying a salty-bar of honey. With a shelf life fit for the mummy. As for comercial water great. I live it all the chemicals you need to kill 100% bacteria probably kill all the health bateria too. Great I never wanted health or unhealth bacteria in me. Just let that candida grow across the population will bring on an epidemic of yeast infections that take about 20 years to really knock you off and with the average sugar consumption raising daily what an excellent "natural remedy" for over population. What I like most is the UK electricity frequency corresponds to muscles frequency the "dormant" signal what we used to use for telepathy. Thank god. Can you imagine everyone reading your mind. We are free. Switch of that sixth sense and we are free as can be. There aint no conspiracy we are a product of god the universe at large. If we were telepathic we would be more restraint with our souls. Now we just whither away and hope there is a heaven and that we will not go to hell.

Why don't they invent shampoos and aftershaves an deodorants that mess up our bodies and switch off vital glands? Why don't we set up an information grid where everyone monitors everyone. That way we will have peace right?