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The Diary

27th March

I DO STRESS THAT THIS DIARY ENTRY WILL MAKE YOU THINK HEAVILY ABOUT YOURSELF.

THINKING DEEPLY CAN BE SWITCHED OFF.

EVERY THOUGHT CAN BE PUT ON THE SHELF.

READ ON.........

 

Right, Ive decided to revamp my site a little bit, as a part of my get organised project.

My goals and to dos are stored in THE PLANNER.

Today, I feel good, its all working out really well. A new way of thinking has changed me.

the old stressed out Zak is on the way out.

I feel getting organised is going to be a wee bit difficult, but not such a nightmare. Its all to do with priorities I think.

This weekend I basically stayed in, painted picturea, and made jewelery.

the addiction to adrenilin is coming to an end. No longer am I chasing the HIGHS IN LIFE.

Chasing the highs means your, running from the lows!

The importance of Acceptance

A great thing has been happening to me over the last few months, im learning the concept of TOTAL ACCEPTANCE. Basically, you should accept everything. BUT DON'T CONFUSE ACCEPTANCE WITH APPROVAL.

If you don't accept something, you are saying:"THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN!".

as it did happen you are basically LIEING TO YOURSELF.

SO ACCEPT EVERYTHING BECAUSE IT DID HAPPEN.

THIS GOES ON TO MY THEORY ABOUT THE RINGS OF CONSCIOUSNESS.

29th March

O.k. people this is as it is..

we are here right now....what is stopping you doing the things you want to do?

I had this profound thought the other day:

Now this is a bit spinny (hello henry)

 

THE BLOOD CELL THEORY

Every molecule in your body knows what it is doing....right?

emm?

Your blood tends to know what do, right?

....HOLD ON!..

YOUR BLOOD cells KNOW WHAT TO DO!

So blood cells are alive.

ARE YOU AUTOMATIC?

TO YOU ACT AUTOMATICALLY

Do you actually have control of every action.

Do you fall into repeated patterns.

ARE THOSE PATTERNS A CONTROL FORCE OF THE UNIVERSE?

IS THE AIR OUR BLOOD AND ARE WE MERELY THE CELLS?

where am I today....

right Im feeling VERY POSITIVE...everything seems to be the way I would like it...TOTALLY UNEXPECTED....

When I visualise I see something that is not reality......

but if you visualise reality you are visualising your perceptions...right?

your perceptions are the Universe that you see..

your perceptions are linked to your every thought IN A KIND OF A vortex of an infinite database that governs your soul....

RIGHT..

YOU HAVE CONTROL OF EVERY ONE OF YOUR THOUGHTS..

there is a writer called LOUISE L HAY....go find her SHE HAS CONCEPTS THAT CAN HEAL YOU.

When you find her and get into contact...say I said HI.

ACHIEVING TOTAL SELF BELIEF

IF YOU DON'T HAVE TOTAL SELF BELIEF

YOU WILL BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN'T DO THINGS.

IF YOU BELIEVE YOU CANT DO THINGS YOU MAY LOSE YOUR SELF ESTEEM

DO YOU HAVE A LOW SELF ESTEEM?

HOW DO YOU ACHIEVE TOTAL SELF BELIEF?

YOU MUST HAVE TOTAL SELF BELIEF

WITH TOTAL SELF BELIEF COMES CONFIDENCE.

 

WHAT MAKES YOU NOT BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?

IF YOU DO SOMETHING THAT ISN'T TRUE.....

IF YOU ARE NOT BEING TRUE TO YOUR SELF YOU WONT BELIEVE IN YOURSELF...

THINK ABOUT IT, IF YOU ARE LIEING TO YOURSELF YOU ARE LIEING TO YOURSELF.

RIGHT?

WHY DO YOU LIE TO YOURSELF?

UNLOCK ALL THE BLOCKAGES IN YOUR MIND.

NO BODY HAD THE POWER TO PUT YOU DOWN.

NO ONE HAS CONTROL OVER YOU BUT YOURSELF.

YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND IS READING THIS VERY TEXT

 

Ive looked into NLP which is Neural linguistic programming....its pretty mad I tell you ...

GO TO WWW.NLP.COM

Know what people are doing to you...understand the way they do it...

SO THE NEXT EVOLUTION OF MAN IS TOTAL CONSCIOUS AND SUBCONSIOUS CONTROL!!

I LOVE THE UNIVERSE THAT I LIVE IN

PEACE...

30th March

Hey another day where everything seems o.k.....

I firmly believe that if you organise your mind your mind will organise with you.

Well this weekend is going to be great!

 

Friday - Meeting for work in  club heaven

Friday night - Party

Friday night - organise mad fabrics at the entrance of tunnel at the warp party.

see www.thewarpexperience.com - its a great 24 hour party.

Sleep all day!--------

Saturday night - party

Saturday night - Laurel Garnier@The end.

Sunday morning - The warp experience

Sunday night - Sleep

That is a serious line up of fun .....I will scan the piccys of this weekend and tell the story in  a seperate page...

SMOKING

Smoking- Right I have failed to give up....THIS IS A NIGHTMARE....IM A PRISONER TO THE CIGARETTES IT DESTROYS MY HEALTH AND COSTS ME MONEY.....AND ITS NOTHING BUT A KILLER!

THIS IS A SELF INDUCED DISEASE. THAT WE PAY FOR.

The problem with cigarettes is that it attacks ever facet of our lives.

1, If you yield to peer pressure...you will smoke if your peers smoke.

SO BE YOUR OWN PEER.

2, If you have a fear of regection, you will not say no to a cigarette offered.

LEARN TO FACE REGECTION.

3, If you smell cigarette smoke it will trigger of the craving...unfiltered smoke is unfiltered smoke.

Go to NON SMOKING AREAS......YEAH RIGHT.

THATS THE ONE THAT GETS US TIME AND TIME AGAIN.

CAN WE REALLY FIGHT THE CRAVING EVERYTIME WE ARE IN A SMOKING ENVIRONMENT?

IF YOU IN A SMOKING ENVIRONMENT ITS LIKE GIVING UP EVERYDAY.

THE MISERY OF THAT IS PROBABLY WORSE THAN DYING OF A CIGARETTE INDUCED DISEASE.

4, if you are feeling low you won't have the capacity to even remember that you have given up. and that craving will get the better of you.

IF CIGARETTES MAKE YOU WEAK AND TIRED THAN ITS THE CIGARETTES THAT DESTROYS YOUR REAL WILL POWER.

so it goes around in circles.

5, if you smoke and want to give up.

YOU ARE DAMAGING YOUR SELF ESTEEM BECAUSE YOU DOING SOMETHING YOU DON'T WANT TO DO..

THAT CAN CREATE A SENCE OF GUILT.

THINK THAT EACH CIGARETTE IS PURELY AN INJECTION OF A HARMFUL DRUG INTO YOUR BODY AND BRAIN, TO KILL YOU SLOWLY, RUIN YOUR HEALTH, AND ELUDE ALL YOUR NATURAL DEFENCE BARRIERS.

CIGARETTES ARE A DISEASE

if you are stressed will a cigarette really help you ....

Is that merely an escape from your stressed out thought.

Do you or DON'T YOU HAVE THE STRENGTH TO GIVE UP ZAK?

ARE YOU A PRISONER TO THE SMOKE?

 

Z

 

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