The Diary
25th April
i | Well its been about 4 days of no smoking. Feeling good. The conscious thought change is amazing!. Ive realised that smoking has been such a negative influence to my life. The biggest negative factor that created a knock on effect. Things are good. Im stopping dramatising things. Things that I used to make as a shoud to glorify, conceal or simply to illude the real reality that I lived in. Thought controls emotions. Emotions are chemical. Cigarettes are chemical. and designed to deliver Nicotine, so they say. :-) The fears are going. I discover more and more all the time!...the places that I don't go anymore are based on common sence and not the fear that would toy with the emotions of my decisions. A new concept:- The reality thought execution chamber(RTEC), the thought preparation chamber(TPC), the imaginary reality thought execution chamber(ITEC) and ofcourse the amazing 100% imaginary thought reality viewer(ITRV) with added emotions. if you get your head around this, it can really bring you down to earth if you are floating around too much. The TPC is where the thoughts are prepared. then you simply submit it the the RTEC. ie, I think i'll make a cup of tea (TPC) - this is the thought the RTEC allows the thought to manifest into reality ( how it does is another story...that later....high level stuff..involves belief....understanding...self....loads !) Problem with going from the TPC to the RTEC is that it is pretty much a risk!...your subconscious plays a quick scene in the ITRV to see the possible outcome. before it activates the RTEC. and becomes the reality. So you have an imaginary execution chamber this is where the imagined thought is used the Imaginary reality viewer sees an imaginary outcome of an imaginary thought....then if you choose to you can send it to reality to make it a reality. WHAT? Yes thats right...YOUR THOUGHTS CREATE THE REALITY YOU LIFE IN!. that in mind...why take anything...ie cigarettes that will harm that outcome? When I gave up TV. I realised back then (4years +) that my time is precious...it doesn't come back...so the information that I recieve is by my choice alone....some people say I think too much. I now say that I know that thoughts that I have. and every thinks. We can all see our thoughts.....So if we can see our thoughts....WHAT THOUGHT ALLOWS US TO SEE OUR THOUGHTS. Is there 2 seperate entities? Some people are automated, driven by a need to please, a need to impress, a need to be successful. A NEED TO CONFORM. people are taken in my non-reality Trash....THE SUBCONSIOUSMIND IS A SPONGE. when you switch off you allow images to go directly in....you don't alway thing "this is not real" do you?...Free yourself from the conscious chains of reality. its very easy. We are all held down by some type of reality trap! We have guilt that stops us from making mistakes twice. If you make the same mistake twice, you probably don't understand why you make the mistake, you may fear looking at yourself? What? really if you fear yourself you will be fearful. Its time people woke up to the fact that this reality is HERE NOW. we may not have a second chance... don't get elluded by your desires, never be restricted by your fears. Never stop believing in yourself. Free yourself from the Dramatic responsed that envoke those dramatic emotions. go surf the infinite doorways of this reality and see that its more than the material .....its purely your mind that your are seeing.....its purely your emotions that your feeling....the sky is the blueness of your internal perception of the colour that soothes the mind and handshakes with you twilights of your realisation. Its you that makes your thoughts, you are the manager of your mind, your mind is purely your universe. there is plenty of time to think internally. that will remain. Don't spend too much time working it all out... don't get into the trap of percieving reality just see it AS IT IS. read deeply if you wish. but that energy to percieve that extra bit of thought costs you your reality time. DON'T EXCHANGE THOUGHTS FOR REALITY...O.K. NORMALISE IT ALL. If you spend any time thinking what other people are thinking you are wasting your time, if a computer engineer spend all his time seeing where the electicity was going throught the computer, he will not see what is on the screen....get it? Anger, resentment, ......a futile emotion...forgive...and move on ....PEOPLE DON'T MAKE YOU ANGRY...YOU DO! ANGER IS A SELF MADE ILLUSION. an escape from the reality of the situation...Adult eyes please no anger....what a waste of energy and reality time.... right past, how much you look at the past determine how much you spend in reality!.. People say to me Zak how do you get sooo much done? I say what...I haven't even tried...its because I DON'T WASTE VALUBLE TIME... Wisdom is the wise kingdom of the mind. A place that has a smile and has a beautiful entrance that giggles at the thought of an unreality that enters its gates. once in the unreality is looked at with parental eyes, eyes that stops the unreality in its tracks, looking slightly silly at the fact that IT HAS BEEN CAUGHT RED HANDED. the unreality simply winks and blows a kiss of "welldone" towards the greeting hands of acceptance. POW... IT HAPPENING PEOPLE....WE ARE CONSCIOUSLY BECOMING FREE FROM THE CLAWS OF REALITY....CLAWS THAT WE PUT THERE OURSELVES, SIMPLY TO PURIFY OURSELVES. IF THE CONSCIOUS MIND IS THE FILTER FOR THE SUBCONSIOUSMIND. then as we SET OURSELVES FREE FROM OURSELVES. we see what is really there .. So Subconscious mind to consciousmind to reality that our reality is our thoughts We are the reality that we see. Get it? Freeing ourselves from ourselves allows us to manouver throught reality. If our thoughts create our reality . We can make things happen.....Right. Or Shall we just stand by and watch the confusion created by illusionary malfuctions.........! Before we think about cleaning up the world problems we have to realise that problems are not solved with wars of clever marketing tacktics....Problems are solved with solutions. Once you have a solution, it is not a problem....RIGHT....WRONG...YOU HAVE TO APPLY THE SOLUTION....HOW ? BELIEVE IN THE SOLUTION.. HOW CAN THE WHOLE WORLD SEE THE SOLUTION? ... VIA MASS-MEDIA...you would have to have a huge computer network that connects to the whole world....I can't really see that happening... Stand by your thoughts!...THEY ARE YOUR PROPERTY....BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF. BE REAL. DON'T ACT. PLAY THE BEAUTIFUL INSTRUMENT OF REALITY. Smile ...you have the amazing chemical, spiritual , mental, organic make-up to do it....
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