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Every action is a connection to a loved one It took me alot of inner
searching to work this one out. Now I'm not going to be so bold as to say
that this applies to everyone. In fact Im not completely sure if it totally
applies to me but it seems that EVERY ACTION IS A CONNECTION TO A LOVED ONE.
Its radical and I'm sure this will create some debate for years to come. How
can this be I hear you say? Well firstly we do THINGS and we do things
because we have LEARNT to do things. Now o.k. you have the stuff that is
automatic like breathing and can I say walking? Well we've all heard of the
little wolf boy who was found years later after being found by a wolf, he
was walking on all fours and well it might be a load of rubbish but Im
personally convinced that we make CONSCIOUS SNAPSHOTS and these snapshots
bring us closer to the feelings of FEAR and SAFETY. I might be going of the
track here but anyway it came to me this morning really clearly. The
realisation made me boo my eyes out and they I was released. Images of the
past become blueprints to our actions and those blueprints can mix together
and form new actions. We are explorers of trial and error and we observe
through our sensory apparatus and we judge whether a consequence or action
is going to bring us to the feeling we are seeking. This feeling does have
to be good, or bad. A friend I spoke to yesterday pointed out that the youth of
today are not the same. Right we used to drop the odd tab of @cid and dance
around the dark fields trying to freak ourselves out. But really it was just
stupid fun. Smoking weed was terrible to me but I soon adopted the habit and
it never really did anything for me. As for Alcohol we used to go fishing
for a few bottles that were behind a grate. A cleverly devised stick with a
piece of string would allow us to grab those out-of-date bottles, so that we
could get smashed. Tipex thinners were interesting we'd get them "somehow"
and dose our arms with the stuff and breath it through our sleeves. This was
normal for most teenagers. I tried it a couple of times but didn't really like
my reality reverberating like being in a rollercoaster whilst listening to
heavy metal. A kid died at school doing gas. It was really sad. The teachers
were crying and I got freaked out big time and stopped most of my futile
experimentation-ish. It always facinated me that we could somehow CHANGE OUR
CONSCIOUSNESS by throwing stuff in. It later progressed to some crazy
chemicals....Most tribes have been doing this for years( he says, to make it
all sound better). Most cultures have some reference to some "ceremony" that
brought some kind of enlightenment. Moses and his tabernacle. I mean have you looked in to that tabernacle?
Serious focusing on dimensions and distances away from the cauldron and the
ingrediences have been traced to some powerful hallucinogenic plants.
What has all this got to do with your initial statement?
Well for instance you have a someone that was there for you and the
memories of what they did gets stored with the emotions (feelings) and to
MIMICK the feelings we TEND TO copy the ACTIONS OF THE LOVED ONE to revive
the feelings. Sometimes it actually works and the mimicking actually brings
similar feelings and we are then educated to bring the feeling back. We then
go on and people around us copy our actions when we are not around and it
spirals into a fractal of social engineering.
NOW THAT WE KNOW THAT WHAT NEXT?
Well the lead by example thing seems to be pertinent. What you do and how
you do it is really up to you or just slip back into replay mode allowing
your unconscious to dial into the conscious and ping pong your thoughts into
your actions. Aspire to be like YOU.
Focusing on a goal is important as just going nowhere will take you
nowhere and going somewhere will probably, if you don't get distracted, take
you to you focus point. I saw FOCUS ON TRUTH AND PEACE. But thats coz
ive been infected with the HIPPYVIRUS and may can argue that I am not
deluded. I argue that I am and I can prove it! Every label is a FALSEHOOD
and HOODIES ARE BAND IN HEAVEN. So caps off and the Buck stops at the
fizz....oh bloody ell Im losing the thread again ...just photocopying my
humour into a serious replication. WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?
Who knows? Ask yourself the question DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TALKING
ABOUT? If you do then answers of a SELF addressed envelope and send it to
YOURSELF. Make it first class as second class will take too long.
Anyway to cap this conscious 7am rambling...
Everyaction spirals into the matrix of unconscious comparison and brings
you closer to some mental snapshot of something you have seen or imagined or
believed you have imagined.
Imagination is the mixing of subjects. Dare you mix all your
thoughts...most people will stop their thoughts as "not to think in a
certain way". Most religions will teach you that you will be punished if you
think a certain way. Many scholars would argue that the scriptures have been
misinterpereted. May fundamentalists would FUND A MENTAL. Simple. Oh gosh
Ive been up all night again rambling...
me signing off. night night
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