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One action open an infinite set of doorways. Mindfulness will give you a
set of consequences that allow you to choose which direction you can go.
Choosing which option to take seems to be based on ones level of inner
control. Its difficult to put down into words but there seems to be
unconscious choices, these overide our conscious choice and becomes a habit.
If we were totally present with our choices Im sure we wouldn't do half of
the tings that we do now. There also seems to be a chemical thing going on
in regards to what makes up feel happy. If thing make us feel happy we go
there. If things make us feel sad we avoid it. Happy=do it Sad=don't do it.
This is why Drugs can fuck you up. The drug becomes the all to easy happy
choice and we opt to go down that route because on an inner chemical-happy
level drugs become an unconscious choice.
BUT WHAT ABOUT THE PROZ@K IN THE WATER SUPPLY ZAK?
They say that so many people are taking prozak now that it has come back
into our water supply!. This means everyone is becoming happy right?...er
well not really Proz@k is an SSRI meaning selected seritonin receptor
inhibitor( I think) ...It basically means that you no longer have the
ability go drain of your happy juice, serotonin. It plugs up your happy sink
an and you artificially swim around in happy land until the drug wears of.
But if its in your water supply you never have it out of your system. This
brings on another point that we should seriously think about!. Not being
about to drain our happy juice in our brains means that we will get brain
damage at some point or live in a happy delusion...scary stuff. All theory
but hey search on the internet "proz@k and
london tapwater".
Untangling my reality has been a funny one. I've got a few more codes for
existence. Im now avoiding places that zap my energy or resources. Im
getting better at dealing with my finances and living on the bread line. The
festival world has been a great experience opening many doors. There is a
circus like trail in the festival scene that can support you through the
season. Its quite blissful and takes me to magical places. I've been
accused of not being in the real world. But I argue the fact that the
festivals I go to are solar powered. We eat locally grown food and we are
totally self sustaining. Not like the crumbling arcane system of concrete
and the burning of fossil fuels that WILL end one day!. Petrol prices are so
high that its scary. So many people are broke around me that it makes me
think that we are in such a deep recession that It will never recover. But
hey I don't wanna be all doom and GLOOM
THERE IS LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL.
It lies in each and everyone of us. Staying focused and smashing those
tasks. CRISIS Management is crucial for any survival situation. List out
your problems and write a strategy next to it IMMEDIATELY. THIS IS PRIORITY.
It may ALL SEEM LIKE A CRISIS SOMETIMES. Just work through it and trust in
the process. It will all work itself out. You will get there eventually. An
accountant once said "it can only get better".
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