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Where am I now? Well I've moved on from the days of what could be and
what should be... Basically life can be hard! really hard!..and lets face
it. We make it difficult for ourselves. I travel the earth looking for
answers read the holy scriptures. I've taken every drug you can
imagine...less heroin!..I've prayed...meditated with no light and no food in
darkness for 3 days. I've been a raw foodist. I've realised that some
chemicals are good for me and some are bad. I've gone into conscious realms
so fucking far away that my reality became a tripped out haze and the only
way I could bring myself back was to create a working frameset that
had all the attributes of the "perfect me" and ask the holy divine to send
it to me when I wavered. I work selflessly now as much as possible. Money
to me is a dirty word. It laced with all the ego humans can create and
shoved into our reality like drug being administered to a baby. I loath
the mindless killing x but I also realise that we are all in a state of
panic x we are so fucked up that we can not even pick fruit from trees
anymore x its the supermarket or grow your own down the allotment x terrible
really x Earning a fat wage does not appeal to me as the financial systems
are sending us all into slavery x those at the TOP are also trying
desperately to survive x unfortunately their only salvation is to KILL
mindlessly, control us with their propaganda and feed us harmful chemicals
so that we buy their drugs. We are all feeling anxiety psychosis whereby
we are so numbed by the reality that we live in and the fear it creates that
we suddenly go into traumatic melt down and become robots to a system that's
trying desperately to survive. Tuning into our group responsibility seems
to be the only way forward. WHO DO YOU KNOW THAT NEEDS HELP? GO HELP THEM
AND FEED THEM AND MAKE SURE THEY ARE O.K. RELENTLESSLY You can't help
everyone but you can help yourself.
www.mabelyn.com my astral blogging soul
sister has started her blog again. I met her on facebook...I was her first
friend request...I met mabelyn in venice and she has been blogging as long
as I have. I feel she is a soul sister across the land. Now im putting all
my concepts into action and seeing where it will take me. I feel like time
is running out the world seem to be getting more and more fucked up. But
maybe its because we are just getting more information I'm getting alot of
hits from China now infact it seems like Zak.net is really international
now. Got a steady readership and I thank all those who have kept contact and
kept this whole conscious blog thing alive... One thing is for sure is
that life is getting better x there is no doubt, it all based on choice.
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