In the vastness of my mind, I trip an I fly. The Caverns of wonder and confusion shake hands and exchange the gifts of awareness. The continuous searching and discovering. It is simple really.

Once we all communicated without words. communication via the facial, the gesture, the chemical. Seeds of consciousness became the awareness that posed the initial question, that barrier of mental enforcement creating the duality of the  mind the microcosm of thought.

We once searched the earth to understand what existed beyond the barriers, the horizons. Delivering messages via horseback. Ships, planes, phones, faxes, computers..........For what purpose!

Simple the exchance in information, to teach, to reach, to climb into the cravisis of the soul. With each barrier within our mind we begin to realise the the structures that exist are purely to counteract the pain of reality. We have table mannors in order not to repulse. We have structured speech, inorder to to offend. We have codes of society, created, simply as a mechanism of saftey can human sustainabilty. We once had the death penalty, we now, have a maximum of 25 years, this is due to the traceability of convicted criminals, and the advances in mental understanding.

Advances in Mental Understanding?

Does that mean we are advancing? The answer is yes, we are advancing, but we are structured by our cognitive barriers. If we understand that the true mind is that of no restrictiions, we understand that we are creating a GENERAL CODE OF THOUGHT. And as cultures and religions mix with one another and ideas merge,  the natural filter of the conscious mind automatically deciphers what is right and wrong. You know instinctively what makes you feel good and what makes you feel bad! Right!...Wrong...Ideals are a product of conditioning!. We act on our ideals!...if there is a unified set of ideals mankind will have something to strive towards.

My general rule is:

lOve Life.

Quite simple but what about this- Love is life.

This is because if we strive towards the goodness of our actions we will love that act. If that is the route of all your thoughts, Love will envariable be the essence of your LIFE. You will be in Love.

Ive been hearing this LOVE n Peace stuff all my life, but casted it away as hippy shit. but indeed it is the eternal bond of everything, as Love is attraction, and everything is connected. Ive always said that the answer is in gravity!.We have not even begun to explain gravity, thats because gravity is simply the mathematicians way of filling in the gaps. I mean, come on! A force that keeps things together. A force that enables us to exist........ GRAVITY IS ALL AROUND US...GRAVITY IS GOD!. Or an entity of unthinkable magnitude.

Deep Meditation.

In some of my deep meditive states, 1 have come across some patterns of thoughts that are simply too much to even comprehend. As the sheer comprehension of it exists outside the barriers that we have created, with our mind to analyse it. So we can not analyse what we can not see. If we see it we will not remember it, as the understanding mechanism, casts its presents away as it knows that the knowledge of the OUTER BANDS OF CONSCIOUSNESS. will unstructure our analytical mind, causing us to lost all notion of our present mind state. Causing a deep sleep, as even the physical bodys functions become insignificant. So the quest for the outer rings of consciousness is a futile exercise. You can see it, but then it is gone, as the conscious mind cuts into action, because the consciousm mind is the filter!.Got it? Right!.Subconsicously we know exactly what is going on!. We are not searching for anything. WE KNOW EXACTLY WHAT WE ARE DOING.

There are some back doors to the mind that allow you to have a glimpse of what is in there!. Its Fun but basically you have to understand how the mind, reorganises itself. I call this the normal state. Your normal state is what you return to based on your perception of right and wrong. The problem in humanity lies in the sheer fact there are soo many examples of the perceived right and wrong. And if from a young age, right and wrong were not "incorporated" correctly. You will keep returning to a confused state of what you want, as the normal state my be a state of sheer paranoia, and insecurity. This is why Paranoia, insecurities and fears should be unlocked and analyse thoroughly. Make your normal state of mind a happy, understanding, and progressive.

Entering your mind.

You have to learn to stop all conscious thought, this is achieveable though many methods. Try the following:

Think of nothing

1, focus on a flame..

Analyse what thoughts come in!

2, remember a circle, but don't quite remember it. lock your mind inbetween the remembering and the completion of the rembering...

this unlocks some serious shit!...Ive been doing this for about 10 years now and what I have seen in there will blow your mind, well not totally you will come back to your normal state!..

Understanding the images

If you see images throught meditation. The fun will really start!.

If ever understand what you are seeing you will reach level 2.

I can't tell you what that is because level 2 is the understanding of level 1 and you can only understand it if you have seen it!

My health

My general state of health is improving, the mad back pains are going, wrist pains through RSI are fading. Self Esteem is returning. Confidence is coming down to earth. Generally, everything is in that neutral state again. Although I have the standard worries about security and the future. I don't intent this to continue. My 5 year mission of financial freedom is almost over. I have a nice flat that I can rent out if I wish. So I feel pretty secure.

The Book

Im planning the book. Eeek I think I am ready. Id love to carry on at research sooo much more, but I think I have to document my finding and get them published!..

The Emotions

Stable, although the is an eliment of loneiness. I feel like im on this mad quest alone!. A Deep search within!.....

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