The Diary
12th May - Opening my heart and my Soul
is my Goal
This is my life....... My realisations are the lights that illuminate my soul. My action lead by my realisation moves me towards the light. along the journey I collect gifts from weary travellers, smile from passers by, disaproving looks the change my direction. The OMEN of Tobacco has left me. The endless fear of health is fading. The lost searching for self is ending. the doorway are opening. the past is guiding.................. The truths are being heard. Awaking...from the millions of years of sleep, finally the boundries are lowering. the Oasis is a appearing. the Signs are pointing. closer and closer. There is alot of work, alot of teaching, understanding, learning, seeing and alot of work. The journey has now been accepted. I have my orders, I have my rules. Spiritual awareness is beautiful. I thought once that these beliefs were rediculous. But these thoughts calm me. Soothe the inner me And guide me towards my needs wants and desires....Great. However...Purity of thought means that I will have to change what I do, how I do it. But that means the next step is living by my beliefs. That means im in control!...totally!. Finally. millions of years. The next step would be devotion to my beliefs. Beliefs that have found there way to me!. Beliefs that give me strength in times of despair... After that STUDY TIME!....
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There is only now....do the right thing...................... opening my heart and my soul is my goal
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