Conscious Archives : May 05, 2003

Coming back from CooCoo Land

It has been suggested that....the plant kingdom is connected to many different realms. By Smoking crazy herbs we know that something in our consciousness changes. Sometimes one may experience time and spatial distortions. Other times one may sense an outer bodily feeling. There may be visual hallucinations, alien encounters, memory recalling, flashbacks. One may become deluded by his\her belief systems after walking for an eternity with strange luminous being after smoking a hit of DMT.

When I originally embarked on the trail of self discovery, I was lead to a variety of different groups of people. So diverse were these groups that I had no choice but to "become one of them", I used the "we are all one" clause which often worked.  The only time where I was met with a challenge to the concept of "one universe" was when I was stewarding for a "Psychedelic Trance party" and was fortunate enough to meet a young lad who had been just been initiate into the psychedelic path. His key was a few drops of liquid Acid. I was given the task of ensuring that he will not succeed in throwing himself of a building, which he had tried on numerous occasions. The point of all this was that Dave said to me, "If I am the universe and your in it then I can kill you.". This was an interesting situation. Anyway he came off his acid tab and was a new man. I am sure that situation was also his last experience of the psychedelic path.
An interesting thing about the road of Self Discovery is that you keep either meeting people you know or meet people who know people you know.
Coming out of the hippy "scene" was a relief. Wearing clean clothes, eating meat and wearing Nike has brought me back to an acceptable social situation. One thing to be aware of in the infinite about of different social "scenes". There are no real scenes but those that are in your head.

Life Status :-

I am a happily Married Man
Setting up a new business in Spain, with the primary focus on IT.
Feeling Generally Grounded.
Not been out to any smelly NightClubs for months.
Still not Smoking or drinking
Started Weight Training
Exploring Nootropics.